will the real residents of Shinsei plz stand up :]

the Shinesei trio.... & they're kind of shy people :p

For those who dont know, Wes is 6ft tall, 200lbs...

this is how it looks like when u r at least 4500m or more than 10,000ft above sealevel.

photo by Shin san.

how strange human mind is~

some would think she is so cute, others might as why is she bandaged, still others might question the real motif of this photo for capturing the moment too realistically and relating it to some ugly pedophilic middle aged maniac.

for wutever reason, i strongly believe wut this shot remarkable. the expression on her little face cannot be describe by words. notice the ring she is blowing into, nothing will come out of it but she doesnt know that. how simple a children's mind could be ~

cheers,

sea of cloud... marvelous :]

august 4th, approx 4am, Mt Fuji. forgot to mention this was 2004.

photo by Shin san.

rise and shine darlin'...

august 4th, approx 4am. Mt Fuji.

photo by Shin san.

last summer during tenku festival

*Shhhh* ~just look ~

i m fine. just down and out.

could b monthly blue that got me.... not in the best mood now. and the weather today sure didnt help either... wut more i cant seem to get a decent nite's sleep cos ma' mates hav a booming voice and a heavy foot :p

wonder hows life out there wif y'all. anyone else wants to hav a go at the misery of life? here's a chance to spill em all out...

*smooochh* & aint this a lovely day... :]

& since its my birthday, i get a little *bonus* :p hahaha, somebody wipe that smug off nic's f@ce~

Beppu Park, Spring.

under the sea~ wrong Sebastian, the trees... :]

24th spring, spent wif buddies.

my birthday party. this is kind of dated but tot i d still share it wif u guys. thanx a million. frens missing: asaka, david.

babe when u r gone, .......

gone for 3 weeks. i ll miss u. dont give tokyo too hard a time. :] be good now...

just me here.

i m all alone, there's no one here around me~ Donkey in Shrek.

lulu's gone for 3 weeks. leaving me here to rot while i push myself to read and compile the tonnes of material i have for me thesis. and there s also the waseda skool to worry about, need to prepare for that interview and write an essay as well, on demand.

very busy x 100000 and take that to infinity= the present me.

and as i set myself in motion now, time really slips by. suddenly i dont even want to wear a watch.... for fear of thinking how much i hav lost. scary thought.

ohh... ticking ticking...

what i see almost everyday... wish these moments can last longer. wish i hav another year. wish i.....

i m back.

guess its time to get back to work now.

had a long long vacation. lots happened. dunnno if i will fare better this spring.
winter's finally gone.... spring is officially here.

to a great semester, cheers~

graduation thesis + grad skool application + new semester = one hell of a life

wheeuuhh~~ boy hav i been busier~~

been trying to juggle many pressing tasks now, and i can really really feel and understand the saying "time is short"... indeed 24hrs a day should hav been made at least 36.
at least then i can hav some time for a break... hate it when i hav to rush to get things done. cant wait till next sem, then i ll hav more things to do b4 i get my Bachelor's.

but then again, life is also good here. get to eat all the good food at home... trying to eat the two years worth back in less than 60 days ;p pray that i wont get a bad tummy soon.

havnt seen many of my frens due to the reason that they are all working and busy person too. well, CNY is close and hopefully then they ll get a few days off and we can have a little gathering. cant wait to catch up the ol'times wif the guys... wonder how they all turn out after all these time....

please... time~ gimme more~

cheers,

To avery.... is that u there?? averized@gmail.com

hey,

i must say, never thought i d see u drop a line here. hahaha.... do come by & drop me messages, feels good to know that i havent lost the people i know...

^^^^
i m hooked on PS2 soccer game -- winning eleven 8-- these days.
never thought i d b so indulged in a video game but this soccer game is great. just cant stop playing here.

i ll hav to do sth quick to quench this lust for WE8.... my thesis is still going nowhere & i m leaving for home this saturday. got to get sth done soon.

HELP~~~~!!!!

feels like holiday.... or more like a calm moment before the storm

life goes on... after the horrific quake and waves, things are starting to be organized and some are trying to start all over again. good luck... and i respect ye all who are still able to continue with life over there.

back here, now that things are almost at its end, all seems to be calm again. the semester will end in a couple of weeks, all exams are over for me. all left are just boring classes and TA duties.

yet for some reason, this semester left a very unfulfilled me behind. for some reason, i think i still hav much to do, and i m very very very worried.

the main issue being my graduation thesis, which is sad to say, not going anywhere.

books & articles i hav read, but i cant seem to gather them all and conclude them in a refined way. and without a good thesis, i can basically kiss my well-thought-out-future goodbye.....

if only there is a reset button that i can press, and all things in life can go back to its default mode. why is more troublesome... lack of choice or too much of it???

hope tomoro will bring me some better news.

cheers,

!!~EXCLAIMATION~!! this is not me girlfriend...!! she is seiko, a model i luckily got hold of through a friend. these are photos fr a session we took. i would like to hear comments fr all who ve seen her here. tell me how i can improve these photos :]

this is just for reference. had to try it out for just in case... but i guess not this time :p

seiko in a cooler tone.