merry christmas and happy new year

to all those who visiting this blog,

merry christmas and happy new year~!!!

may all of you have a prosperous and exciting year ahead.

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the end of another year. the project that i took part in ended in the form of an international symposium. we were all able to publish our findings in various presentation sesssions, all in all, the whole event ended with a satisfactory note.

all looked as if we were to leave shanghai in a joyous mood when i decided to crash the party. literally, i broke off berating the whole group for incompetence in the aid of a few drinks. by the end of my brute and uncivilised outburst, i was so full of anger that i stormed out of the party and ended up in a massage parlour, with a few of me mates that came to keep me from any trouble.

after the fiasco, all the embarassment asided, i find that i do not know myself well enough, & most of all, i have let the old man down. perhaps i have hurt him the most when he has invested all in me, but to see me go amok. boy, i have never been sorrier. now if i can be man enough to tell him this.....

looking forward to a better year 2007.