wut a roller coaster ride 29th-31st May 2005

dear all,

on the very same day, i experienced both infinite joy and disappointment together.
on the very morning of 29th, t'was a journey from the Top of the world to the deepest pit in hopelessness.

rite after completing--- thats probably too mild a word, the synonym should be *ACE-ing*--- the crappy english (ones we did in CH highskool were prolly harder) & japanese proficiency test (the 1 kyu was not an 1 kyu proper), i went up to the person in charge to discuss my case, how i may be enrolled in Waseda in Fall but not pay until the scholarship money in next April comes by.

to my surprise and later dispair, i was told "aiyo, why u nlevertiell me earlier wan, ur case horr shouldnt be applying from the embassy in Malaysia" errr.... rite, now u tell me... "u should go to the skool directly larr"

the more i listen the more i fall, slip, "i need a sit, Now."

so for the next 2 days, i spent all the time pondering wut to do next, emailing for help and phone calls to the embassy for a follow up. and all that leads us to now, i finally got an answer. Mr Takahashi told me to come back for the interview, "if u make it that is *smirk*"... let me assure u this, among the first few notice-for-interview u will send in the next 2 weeks, my name will be among the very firsts.
but not all hope is lost, and not all coming from him is the end, "take it as a kind of insurance, a 50-50% chance of striking a jackpot, mind u the probability is much higher than any Jackpot on the market..."

after that, i left wif a heavy head full of questions... now fast developing into a migrain... !ouch! me duele mi cabesa~

in the meantime i m now trying to get a postponed admission by playing my Monkasho cards.... hope the skool and the professor will buy into it... or i m left wif a big debt and no way to survive in stone cold Tokyo for the next 700 days....

aaaaiiyhhh, ain't life fun?

cheers,
nic